Ritchie

[[image:timetravel.jpg link="http://ais10ritchy.wordpress.com/2010/03/08/edward-da-awkward/"]][|Edward da Awkward]
“Making mistake is normal and you should learn from it” that quote seems so normal to many people since they always use it to encourage themselves or other people after they or them make any mistake in life and mostly people rely on that quote to stand up. But to a person like me it won’t work at all, I can confidently says that I’m one of the most unlucky guy in the world, I make mistake all the time and my family, classmates and teachers etc. had all fed up with me. My classmates even called me Edward “da awkward”… My miserable life has a long history because it has started 16 yrs ago…and I’m 16 years old so basically I’ve suffer this since I was born. My dad says that I’m different from other kids and it makes me feel extraordinary but for real my special point is that I can first walk at 2 years old and run at 5 years old, which is very late from other kids and that’s how miserable my life was. Making mistake in walking lessons all the time and it just keep going on with me until now. It helps create a legend of Edward “da awkward”. First step into the primary school to me is a big memory because after that I’ve ended up in the hospital with 3 sews on the upper head due to the fall on to the ground by a banana skin. Since that moment I’ve been a close customer of the hospital with the visit rate of one per week sometimes double or triple per week. The history of my life might be horrible to some people but to me it’s so normal because after all I’m only a nerd trying to study hard for my future, what more can I expect from myself… I’ve watched many movies about time travelers and sometimes I wish I could travel through time like the, I think what I really want is to travel back in time every time I make a mistake or even travel back to 16 years ago to fix my whole life, maybe now I could be a popular in my school with girls surrounding not a nerd like me now…Sometimes I feel like I’m lost in this world, and I’m a heavy load that everybody need to carry me around everywhere. Those thinking make me dreams even more about my time traveling plan, so one day I decided to start a brand new project that could change my life forever. At first I still think negative and feel desperate about the whole thing…but the more I work on the plan the more I get attracted to it… It’s now 1st January 2010 and I’m waiting for my lucky money to come, 1, 2 and 3 millions…”Hooray!!” – I shouted. Because finally I’ve got money to buy equipment for my plan after several months of planning, dreaming and hoping. My research base on the comic I’ve read especially Doraemon, it’s obviously that those comics are imagination of the creator. But my life is already extraordinary in a bad way so why wouldn’t I try to make it better. After spending time travel around the city I’ve collected everything I’ve need which is out of my imagination. Of course I’ve visited the hospital twice during the seeking time because I’ve had some accidents on the way searching for equipment. I start making the product of my life. It was perfect until one day I met her…Sarah was like a shining star that enlighten my life. I don’t know what made her so into me because after all I’m only just a nerd, since she appears in my life I’ve gain some more respect from my class mates…It was one of the most beautiful moment of my miserable life… But then I think again about the project I’ve left for 2 months…then I’ve decided to restart my project and it lead me into an awkward situation to choose between love and life changes. It was a really hard choice but think of the time I’ve suffer for my whole life, I’ve chosen to turn back in time and remake my life…. After 5 months working and researching I’ve finished my lifetime product, jumping on it and set time to 2nd September 2000 6:30 a.m, it was the first day of primary school and if I haven’t fall on that day my life wouldn’t be so bad so I’m here to change it. I’ve seen myself walking under the school gate and the banana skin was on the ground in front of me. I run straight to there and put the banana skin into the trash can and return to the present to see what changes occur…”Hey dude! What are you wearing man?! We need to practice for the match against our rival?! You look like a nerd King Edward!!” – the soccer team captain is talking to me…”You are talking to me?!” – I asked in surprise mix with happiness. “Yes I’m talking to you! Now go change into your kit!” – I run quickly to the dressing room…. On the way there I’ve seen Sarah walking pass me so I stop by and said hi but…”Sorry, who are you?” – Sarah reply shocks me. I’ve got to pay my love with her because of life changing decision……………………………………………………………………..I suddenly got a flashback about the wonderful moment I’ve spent with her and my family even though I was Edward “da awkward” but they still love me the way I am…so I decided to jump on the time machine once again and set time to 2nd September 2000 6:31 a.m to stop myself from taking the banana skin away and I was success…I wasn’t regret about that decision because when I return to the present I’ve become the real my again…with Sarah and family right beside me..and I just love them the way they love me because who I am. I’ve realized that you have to honor what you have now because life is what you make it…